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title: big step in life ig.. (i'm scared)
date: 05/22/2024 06:02PM
husband and i are thinking about buying a house. that's some big adult shit right there. the problem is me. and my husband won't admit it. i can't drive. i am scared to drive. but its only 8 minutes from my work place but realistically its like 20 minutes if there is traffic. all of this makes me useless..
and i don't even have a car..
date: 05/22/2024 06:02PM
husband and i are thinking about buying a house. that's some big adult shit right there. the problem is me. and my husband won't admit it. i can't drive. i am scared to drive. but its only 8 minutes from my work place but realistically its like 20 minutes if there is traffic. all of this makes me useless..
and i don't even have a car..
title: nevermind
date: 05/23/2024 02:43PM
husband and i decided nah about the house. no money at all and we are okay with the apartment. rent is okay too. but the atabook go crazy wait until neocities finds this LMAO
date: 05/23/2024 02:43PM
husband and i decided nah about the house. no money at all and we are okay with the apartment. rent is okay too. but the atabook go crazy wait until neocities finds this LMAO
title: 3 day weekend yes!!
date: 05/24/2024 02:56PM
excited for this 3 day weekend because my older brother and sister-in-law and my nephew are coming over for memorial weekend! but the thing that sucks is the weather might be shitty all weekend. but i think it's okay because my nephew is going to get all the attention in the world. because they're coming over me and my husband are sleeping over at my moms place for the weekend. i hope your memorial weekend is nice!
date: 05/24/2024 02:56PM
excited for this 3 day weekend because my older brother and sister-in-law and my nephew are coming over for memorial weekend! but the thing that sucks is the weather might be shitty all weekend. but i think it's okay because my nephew is going to get all the attention in the world. because they're coming over me and my husband are sleeping over at my moms place for the weekend. i hope your memorial weekend is nice!
title: eehhh boring
date: 05/27/2024 01:24PM
was hoping we could've done something the 3 weekend we had but everyone was too lazy to go out. at least me and my husband did small things like go fishing and to the store. also had so much time watching my cute and adorable baby nephew ♥ saturday was really sunny hence me and my husband went out. but the other two days was gloomy and rainy. sleep? mid. but overall, it was okay. spending time with my family is already good enough hehe
date: 05/27/2024 01:24PM
was hoping we could've done something the 3 weekend we had but everyone was too lazy to go out. at least me and my husband did small things like go fishing and to the store. also had so much time watching my cute and adorable baby nephew ♥ saturday was really sunny hence me and my husband went out. but the other two days was gloomy and rainy. sleep? mid. but overall, it was okay. spending time with my family is already good enough hehe
title: untitled bcuz idk
date: 05/31/2024 02:27PM
cut my hair during memorial weekend and now my head feels so light and i feel so much better because taking care of long hair can get tiring. long hair gets everywhere and they get in the way of sleeping sometimes. but ive been working on a medical page but finding resources are so hard so i went back to tumblr searching my archives to find old self care masterpost list. so far? a couple of useful ones.
date: 05/31/2024 02:27PM
cut my hair during memorial weekend and now my head feels so light and i feel so much better because taking care of long hair can get tiring. long hair gets everywhere and they get in the way of sleeping sometimes. but ive been working on a medical page but finding resources are so hard so i went back to tumblr searching my archives to find old self care masterpost list. so far? a couple of useful ones.
title: updates eh
date: 06/08/2024 05:40AM
my husband finally started volleyball again. wore a cute sundress there and watched him played. missed out on my mom's birthday but that was okay. just long weeks of working and i'm so tired. yesterday was alright at work as i really had nothing to do but stand around and do nothing for the most part hehe. but other then that i am doing okay. thinking about redoing my layout but i love it so much. the violent urge is real
date: 06/08/2024 05:40AM
my husband finally started volleyball again. wore a cute sundress there and watched him played. missed out on my mom's birthday but that was okay. just long weeks of working and i'm so tired. yesterday was alright at work as i really had nothing to do but stand around and do nothing for the most part hehe. but other then that i am doing okay. thinking about redoing my layout but i love it so much. the violent urge is real
title: untitled 02
date: 06/19/2024 02:47PM
too much tea at work. its okay i am invested. but holy crap me and my husband along with my little brother have been going out fishing and crayfishing for two weekends now hehe. its so much fun but so hot. i hate hot weather. spent like crazy. not too crazy though. also got my neokyo package today, waiting on more things to come. bought airpods. finally. also woke up this morning at 4AM to cook something for my husbands potluck today. taco something. lol realized its a wednesday. lame. only half through the week and i'm pretty sure i work this saturday, so is my husband. that reminds me. the new minecraft update is so cool. me, my husband and little brother have a minecraft server. very fustrating since i am not a survival girl but more of a creative girl hehe because i like to build things on minecraft.
i am having second thoughts on my current layout and maybe planning to switch back. idk. i have attatchment issues. i haven't even updated my shrines and my j-movies list in awhile maybe i should work on that. i need to add more quotes and start on my anime page. which might be short..
date: 06/19/2024 02:47PM
too much tea at work. its okay i am invested. but holy crap me and my husband along with my little brother have been going out fishing and crayfishing for two weekends now hehe. its so much fun but so hot. i hate hot weather. spent like crazy. not too crazy though. also got my neokyo package today, waiting on more things to come. bought airpods. finally. also woke up this morning at 4AM to cook something for my husbands potluck today. taco something. lol realized its a wednesday. lame. only half through the week and i'm pretty sure i work this saturday, so is my husband. that reminds me. the new minecraft update is so cool. me, my husband and little brother have a minecraft server. very fustrating since i am not a survival girl but more of a creative girl hehe because i like to build things on minecraft.
i am having second thoughts on my current layout and maybe planning to switch back. idk. i have attatchment issues. i haven't even updated my shrines and my j-movies list in awhile maybe i should work on that. i need to add more quotes and start on my anime page. which might be short..
title: closing
date: 06/28/2024 05:09PM
i found the script of closing my site made by melonking. i really like it and already added the script onto my site! i decided that sundays and mondays were the crucial days for me in terms of irl shit. sundays are the days to prepare (mentally) for work and mondays are, well no one likes mondays. its also a really good thing for me as to not be on my pc too much as i don't want to spend most of my time looking at a screen everytime i come home from work. my closing page is pretty dope. took me a few minutes to find the bubble message and i made it work hehe.
called in today. just because my husband was off today. why not hehe. spent the entire day basically making kimbap(?). took a shower and finally out on some press ons. life's great. also my aliexpress packages came in yesterday. most of them. i still am waiting for more to come in, well the rest of them.
date: 06/28/2024 05:09PM
i found the script of closing my site made by melonking. i really like it and already added the script onto my site! i decided that sundays and mondays were the crucial days for me in terms of irl shit. sundays are the days to prepare (mentally) for work and mondays are, well no one likes mondays. its also a really good thing for me as to not be on my pc too much as i don't want to spend most of my time looking at a screen everytime i come home from work. my closing page is pretty dope. took me a few minutes to find the bubble message and i made it work hehe.
called in today. just because my husband was off today. why not hehe. spent the entire day basically making kimbap(?). took a shower and finally out on some press ons. life's great. also my aliexpress packages came in yesterday. most of them. i still am waiting for more to come in, well the rest of them.
title: j4th weekend
date: 07/09/2024 02:35PM
i have been dreading the entire week last week because work decided for us to work on july 5th after july 4th and i hated it because the beginning of the year i tried to take off and it took my supervisor a month to deny my vacation!! i was dreading like crazy and i even cried to my husband that i didn't want to work but instead stay with him since he was off that day too. my little brother; who works with me and my mom; wanted to work and i kept convincing him to call in with me but he kept saying he was going to work. so i ended up agreeing with him and my mom to just work. me and my husband slept over at my moms place since she had off that friday and went to see my older brother and his family along side with my other two brothers that went along. long story short, me and my little brother called in because he decided that thursday night he was going to call in and i had to make sure he was sure that he was going to call in. and we did hehe. spent the entire week broke and bored. if i had my pc and my husband had his ps5, we could've played minecraft. we were stuck all day watching youtube.
i think, after making a few more purchases. and i keep saying this but never change. i really need to save money. if you see me say this a lot, call me out on it. also...haven't had my period yet....am i sick? or pregnant..WE'LL SEE...
date: 07/09/2024 02:35PM
i have been dreading the entire week last week because work decided for us to work on july 5th after july 4th and i hated it because the beginning of the year i tried to take off and it took my supervisor a month to deny my vacation!! i was dreading like crazy and i even cried to my husband that i didn't want to work but instead stay with him since he was off that day too. my little brother; who works with me and my mom; wanted to work and i kept convincing him to call in with me but he kept saying he was going to work. so i ended up agreeing with him and my mom to just work. me and my husband slept over at my moms place since she had off that friday and went to see my older brother and his family along side with my other two brothers that went along. long story short, me and my little brother called in because he decided that thursday night he was going to call in and i had to make sure he was sure that he was going to call in. and we did hehe. spent the entire week broke and bored. if i had my pc and my husband had his ps5, we could've played minecraft. we were stuck all day watching youtube.
i think, after making a few more purchases. and i keep saying this but never change. i really need to save money. if you see me say this a lot, call me out on it. also...haven't had my period yet....am i sick? or pregnant..WE'LL SEE...
title: sigh
date: 07/16/2024 02:49PM
this blog post was meant to be something. but i just sat on my futon dozed out about what to write. i guess you can say, life is quite boring right now. beach days are hardly here due to the constant wind and rain. empty money because your priorities aren't straight. selling stuff sucks now because i am getting more and more unfocused on shipping. haven't been able to clean my apartment because of how much needs to be done. doordashing food because life seems better ordering then making it. wishing for some sort of miracle but in all honesty, i am just lazy. i have absolutely 0 motivation whatsoever. but all of this, and this is me gaslighting myself, might just be me painting myself as a victim.
date: 07/16/2024 02:49PM
this blog post was meant to be something. but i just sat on my futon dozed out about what to write. i guess you can say, life is quite boring right now. beach days are hardly here due to the constant wind and rain. empty money because your priorities aren't straight. selling stuff sucks now because i am getting more and more unfocused on shipping. haven't been able to clean my apartment because of how much needs to be done. doordashing food because life seems better ordering then making it. wishing for some sort of miracle but in all honesty, i am just lazy. i have absolutely 0 motivation whatsoever. but all of this, and this is me gaslighting myself, might just be me painting myself as a victim.
title: feelings and events
date: 07/28/2024 02:49PM
feelings: why can't i just wear press on nails and jewlery forever...i just want to feel pretty everyday but i work at this stupid manufacturing job....dumb.
events: the nekweb discord debate club: a 67 year old kid (?) demanded very rudely about nekowebs theme made by rol about how it's an eye sore, they wanted to vomit everytime they look at it, looks like a pepto bismol themed. turns out, they were on mobile the entire time. then refused to read what we were all explaining 20 times. the whole thread turned into shitposting. under dimdens request, they deleted it. it was for the best but i wish i could've archived to look at the memories we made.
date: 07/28/2024 02:49PM
feelings: why can't i just wear press on nails and jewlery forever...i just want to feel pretty everyday but i work at this stupid manufacturing job....dumb.
events: the nekweb discord debate club: a 67 year old kid (?) demanded very rudely about nekowebs theme made by rol about how it's an eye sore, they wanted to vomit everytime they look at it, looks like a pepto bismol themed. turns out, they were on mobile the entire time. then refused to read what we were all explaining 20 times. the whole thread turned into shitposting. under dimdens request, they deleted it. it was for the best but i wish i could've archived to look at the memories we made.
title: hi lol hisashiburi
date: 08/29/2024 02:28PM
have been stuck at my mother's place for the entire august. not bad tbh. missing my apartment badly. also broke. there's that lol. not much happening but i have been off for about a week now. there was things planned but plans changed. its okay. enough with the grind. its time to rest. fuck work. not really but fuck work. also wearing press ons is a nice feeling.
husband is not feeling mentally well. has bad dreams about losing me. during my darkest days he has been there for me. it's time i'm there for him.
date: 08/29/2024 02:28PM
have been stuck at my mother's place for the entire august. not bad tbh. missing my apartment badly. also broke. there's that lol. not much happening but i have been off for about a week now. there was things planned but plans changed. its okay. enough with the grind. its time to rest. fuck work. not really but fuck work. also wearing press ons is a nice feeling.
husband is not feeling mentally well. has bad dreams about losing me. during my darkest days he has been there for me. it's time i'm there for him.